Aug 31, 2012
I am still trying to absorb the 20th summer of YLCC.
I am sitting in my kitchen at my big island with a cup of coffee. It’s really good coffee, unlike camp coffee that is really bad. I miss it though. The camp coffee. I miss the rush to the coffee pot and the hustle around the tea station every morning. It’s the sign of a new day. New camp opportunities about to unfold for hundreds of amazing young campers and enthusiastic staff.
Now, I leisurely stroll downstairs, brew my coffee and read the morning news. There is no one asking me any questions, no 7:55 staff meetings, no good mornings from campers, no tight bright outfits from Ash Baer and Larry. There is not theme for my day. No fun announcements and no house point updates. Sadly, there is less reflection.
Yes as camp ended last Saturday after 12 weeks (8 in Orillia and 4 at Pigeon Lake) and I hung up my name tags for another year. I was full of mixed emotions. Full of pride, joy, sadness and a bit of relief. Yes, I was relieved. It has been a long twenty years. I am so proud of the accomplishment. The fact that truly YLCC could of ended SO many times in the past. There are at least 5 distinct times when it was close. Where I was faced with a hard choice. Sometimes, I was stubborn and just said no, I am not ready to give up. Other times, someone swooped and helped me in the form an ORNJ. I never thought I would be doing this two decades later. Never.
Camp is a young persons game. I am now in my forties, the opposite of young. I am not saying I am old, just not young. As I looked out over my staff on the last day as we sat in a circle on the floor of the dining hall. I realized that that was me. I was that age when I started all of this. When I turned to my friend Andrew and said I want to run a summer camp for leaders. Luckily for me, there was Andrew who was organized, Ian who loved to make manuals and Dwayne who had more business sense then the three of us combined. So it happened. It was a little magic, set in to action 20 years ago.
On the final night of camp, Larissa, our amazing Assistant Camp Director and Kaila, our equally amazing Pigeon Lake Summer Camp Director put together a video to honour the 20 years of YLCC. There were so many familiar faces from the past. One in particular hit me hard. Jen Martyniuk a former camper and amazing counsellor from way back at camp sylvan. She was in Australia and she had her little baby running around her. When she spoke I teared up. Jen was just a kid when I met her. Doing the famous “Pinecone Stomp”, running around with such camp spirit. Now, she is a mom. She said something that resonated with me. She said, “I hope camp is around in 10 years so I can send this one to camp!”
I hope so too. The challenge is, finding that camp joy for me. Jen reminded me of a time when camp was, for me, fun. When I ran sessions, knew all the campers names and I played. These days, I find myself dealing with septic tank issues, building permits, leaky buildings, angry parents, budgets, two very old facilities and through all of this trying to be a dad to three amazing children. Not to mention the amount of amazing people that pass through my life, I get close to and then disappear. Plus I have lost some great friends too. Those parts of running a camp are hard. It’s like I stand still and watch a very long movie. Some say it’s no different than being a teacher. I disagree. Only because some of these campers and staff come to camp when they are 11 and leave when they are in their twenties. We don’t spend a class a day together, we spend 24 hours a day together, we live together, we eat together, we cheer, celebrate, learn and cry together. They become part of your family. Maybe, more accurately, in some ways they become your family.
Please don’t get me wrong, I love my camp more than almost anything in the world. It reaches more children then I ever could of imagined. this year with school programs it’s over 10,000 people. That’s bigger than any other leadership development program in Canada. That’s awesome. I am truly grateful to the amazing staff that work so hard and have made YLCC their own. It actually makes me get emotional when I see these amazing young leaders have such passion for a camp that I started SO long ago.
So as we are already being overwhelmed with registrations for 2013 and the new camp flyer will soon be in the works. I sit back and summarize my summer in 3 words. Proud, grateful and hopeful.
Thanks to every camper, staff member and parent that has not only kept YLCC going but has helped it flourish beyond my wildest dreams. Here’s to 20 years!
I actually want a camp coffee right now. ![]()
Posted by Stu Saunders in Family Life Learning and Growing Motivation YLCC on Aug 31, 2012 at 9:05 am | Permanent Link | Comments (4)
Comment posted on Aug 31, 2012 at 10:12 am by Aaron (YLCC Guest)
Really great stu - thank you for dealing with all those leaky pipes and exploding septics so many more of us can get those great times over and over .. And over and over again.
Comment posted on Aug 31, 2012 at 1:42 pm by Leslie Fournier (YLCC Guest)
I’m tear- ing up reading what you have written Stu. It brings back memories of my own camp days and the positive influence summer camp made in my life AND it makes me feel soooo grateful that my own kids have been able to experience all that YLCC is! It is nothing short of life-changing! These wonderful days of Summer at YLCC will be some of the best days of their lives ...
I’m really grateful that you found a way to keep going for 20 years! I’m proud of you and everyone who has worked or volunteered at YLCC. Congratulations on an absolutely phenomenal accomplishment and gift to the world!
xo Leslie
Comment posted on Aug 31, 2012 at 8:07 pm by Bria(Ball) Knowles (YLCC Guest)
Sounds like it was another awesome year, and, glad that you’re still keeping a positive perspective. It DOES sound hard too though. Congrats on holding it all together for so many years.
Hugs and happy thoughts, and I do hope that you still rock out to Jesse’s girl during registration…
Bria
P.S. Way to still be able to spell Jen’s name correctly too
Comment posted on Sep 1, 2012 at 12:04 am by AnnMarie (YLCC Member)
Stu,
YLCC has been a part of my life for 12 years. Seven wonderful summers I spent both inspired and inspiring. For me, camp was the driving force to propel me into a new life. A life where I chose my attitude, I chose my approach, I chose my leadership skills and I moved forward to a life that I would inherently choose for myself.
Camp was my faith, my religion, my school of thought. It was my greatest source of pride and accomplishment. It truly will always be the happiest and most invigorated years of my life.
And now, as I find MYSELF older and also dealing with angry parents and relentless paperwork and seemingly never ending e-mails I have to take a step back and remember those absolutely priceless moments in my life that have come directly from YLCC. I think about the lifelong friendships, the shared memories, the unforgettable side splitting laughs and the deeply touching moments where I swear I could feel my soul swell bigger than my body.
As I find myself in a transition period once again in my life, I find myself going back to the lessons learned at YLCC, to refresh myself once again.
Thank you Stu for helping me to be brave enough time and time again to live life on my own terms. For teaching me how to resurrect my motivation when I truly believe it to be lost. And most importantly, thank you for taking care of the leaky buildings, the angry parents, the budgets, the paperwork and all of the other un-glamorous things that accompany this life. Because those kids sitting around you, will have the very same things to say in another 20 years.
With love and thanks,
Ann Marie
P.s. perfect blog title.